Any how the date with poly guy went well. It was nice meeting him, I enjoyed my self for the most part. I was very nervous, and when I am nervous i don't know what to say or I do but I am to afraid of saying something wrong or it all coming out upside down, turned around in a ramble of nothing.
Good thing is I am only nervous when I really like the guy, when I don't I have no problem with conversation actually surprising good with it. We kissed...I think I was the aggressor, it was nice...and he sweetly grab'ed my ass...then ask permission after. Funny silly men...
So our deal is going to be doing a switchy thing, We both relate more to being submissive. He though wants to try Doming, thinking he might be suppressing that side of him seeing as he has always had Dominate women in his life. I know already how this will turn out (because I read minds).
I'm thinking, the more I think about it that I will be good at this Domme thing...(no need to laugh) I have a little sadistic streak in me, I could be demanding... defiantly enjoy being the center of attention for a bit. The only thing is I can not be is a bitch...I don't like to be that, but I am seeing that Domme are not necessarily bitches and that was a very unfair assessment of mine.
I feel this will be a good thing for both him and I, I think that we are alike in so many ways that there will be a better understanding of each of our needs. And our communication with each other is phenomenal...maybe I will learn to give a little more of my emotional being... and then again maybe not.
I might have to change the title of my blog to "Diary of A Dominatrix Woman" (haaa...ha...ha me so funny) one never knows.
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