Feeling A Bit Grateful Today...and Slightly Random

I am so very happy that I was talked into doing this blog, or told... ether which way I am happy with the out come.

It originated  for Sir to get to know me better, as I communicate  better with the written word more so then the spoken word.

As we parted ways, I thought of ending it... I mean really what could I add, what could I learn if I am not truly participating in the life style.

Well I was wrong, I keep on learning, I keep on getting a deeper understanding of what TTWD mean to so many. And along the way I have gotten a better understanding of myself.

I had no idea when I started this journey that I would end up here.

I had no idea how much more I could grow as a person.

It is odd... the feeling is odd, surreal maybe... knowing that there are many other out there that struggle with similar things as I. How long I have felt alone, lost in my own thoughts... wondering what was wrong with me, wondering why I feel the way I do. And then to know I am not alone has been quite comforting. To know that I can find happiness in what I seek, what I want, and what I need to be content with the true  me.

As I grow, as I discover, as I get a better understanding of all that is.... and accept all that is not. I will continue to write, I will continue to learn... and most of all I will keep an open mind to the new, and unique ways of being.

 It is amazing what one can learn with an open mind. I am lucky to have been lead in this direction .. and grateful for the nudges here and there to keep me going. I am grateful for all that share their deepest inner thoughts, for all the words put down on a blank page... to fill it up with color, and wonder, to fill it with new questions to ponder. And the lovely knowledge to know as soon as I think I got it... a new question will come along to challenge a old thought.