February 3, 2013

Feeling A Bit Grateful Today...and Slightly Random

I am so very happy that I was talked into doing this blog, or told... ether which way I am happy with the out come.

It originated  for Sir to get to know me better, as I communicate  better with the written word more so then the spoken word.

As we parted ways, I thought of ending it... I mean really what could I add, what could I learn if I am not truly participating in the life style.

Well I was wrong, I keep on learning, I keep on getting a deeper understanding of what TTWD mean to so many. And along the way I have gotten a better understanding of myself.

I had no idea when I started this journey that I would end up here.

I had no idea how much more I could grow as a person.

It is odd... the feeling is odd, surreal maybe... knowing that there are many other out there that struggle with similar things as I. How long I have felt alone, lost in my own thoughts... wondering what was wrong with me, wondering why I feel the way I do. And then to know I am not alone has been quite comforting. To know that I can find happiness in what I seek, what I want, and what I need to be content with the true  me.

As I grow, as I discover, as I get a better understanding of all that is.... and accept all that is not. I will continue to write, I will continue to learn... and most of all I will keep an open mind to the new, and unique ways of being.

 It is amazing what one can learn with an open mind. I am lucky to have been lead in this direction .. and grateful for the nudges here and there to keep me going. I am grateful for all that share their deepest inner thoughts, for all the words put down on a blank page... to fill it up with color, and wonder, to fill it with new questions to ponder. And the lovely knowledge to know as soon as I think I got it... a new question will come along to challenge a old thought.


  1. Le arning something new and realizing that we're not alone is what helps us grow and change. It keeps us from getting stuck and lost inside our own heads. I'm glad this outlet has helped you discover things about yourself and helped you feel not so alone.

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    1. Yes it is for sure Trazuredpet, and it is never ending.