I think I question myself way to much, instead of accepting it for what is. I also forget that to be submissive you need someone to submit to. So of course I feel less submissive, of course I feel as if I am losing what I just found in myself. For I have just recently accepted my submissive, just recently learned to embraced what has been locked up for so long.
I am a learning, and everyday come to a new understanding a new knowledge and am so grateful for all the bloggers that give so much insight. For a newbie it is very comforting.