As I was driving my girls to school today, I had a rush of ideas filling my head as to good topics to write about today.
I put my hand upon the keyboard, I postions my fingers to proper letters but as soon as I move my fingers to form a sentence my mind draws a blank...not that the thoughts are gone, just the thoughts are muddled and I can't seem to make sense of what I want to say, though while driving in the car it all made sense, perfect sense.
I think the topics are good, the topics range from emotional masochism, to writing about why I feel I need to be controlled, to why I need to be controlled.
They seem to be good topics, they seem to be proper topics for this blog, yet I can not form a thought to convey the way I feel.
Oh wait!!!I feel a topic coming on.......now it is gone, though I do know it was a good one, something on the lines of fighting with admitting I am submissive and admitting I need to be submissive to feel some sort of balance.
That may be the problem with my writing, I need to be submissive to wright as a submissive and well, it is hard to be submissive to a Dom who has no desire to dominate outside of the bedroom.
Ha! Lookie now!
I am feeling a good topic coming on, now I must ponder on it, and hopefully come back to write down my thoughts with more clarity.