Where I Am at For Now

Where to go with this, I am happy the holidays are almost over, just have to get the new year out of the way or the old year out of the way, however it works. I am so tired, I am ready for hibernation. The long nights make it perfect... so sleepy lullabies here I come, if only :( I got one more week of the kids being home from school, I can’t wait for it... I have not even been able to sleep in that much, and that is what makes them being out of school work for me lol.

 I have had so much anxiety the past few weeks, I feel as if I am crawling out of my skin. It did get me working on a drawing, and was able to complete this picture. Although I do hope everything goes back to normal soon so the anxiety will go away. I don't think I can take any more of it.

I have also been thinking about ways of better myself the past few days; I have to come up with a list. I know with the list I will have to take things slow. If I try to do too much at once I just end up setting myself up to fail.

So I think I will do a bullet point list... that should keep it short and to the point... with short easy steps that I can build into. I shall put that together when I have a little more free time as of now the girls are taking up any free time I can muster and if they are not around a very messy house is calling my name....always calling my name.